I do not feel good today and it has nothing to do with my physical body, I think that my soul is a bit sick. Perhaps it has a 24 hour bug or ate something funny last night, but it is a little under the weather. I feel not quite right and I do not know how to be more descriptive. Nothing exceptionally bad has happened today, nothing out of the ordinary in terms of stress or demands but I am downtrodden and emotional.

I think that I can pinpoint the cause…I have been incommunicado with a close friend. In not exactly a fight, but a tiff involving friendship type situations. I have not spoken with him in a week and I think I caused the problem. I want a remedy but I do not have one, I want to know what I did wrong but do not want to ask and most importantly I want an end but cannot find the light.

Too bad there are no antibiotics that I can take to alleviate this situation…no good for the soul night-time and day-time mixed gel-tabs with a single dose in the foil packets. I just hope the sickness passes quickly because I am certain that Blue Cross Blue Shield does not cover this.